Judgmental vs Opinion? OR there is a Better mindset?

Judgmental vs Opinion? OR there is a Better mindset?

Judgement embeds a negative emotional experience, and when the judgement is placed, there are no any open discussions. When I asked Spirit, how about Opinion? It says, it still has 25% of judgment in it.  It has more space to learn and improve. 

Judgment forms a limited belief system in our subconsciousness.  Whenever there is an incident tiggers the similar experience, we start to react. It is a discordant emotional pattern. The most common one within us is Race belief system, Gender discrimination, and Financial scarcity, just to list few… 
These are big subjects, so I would not place my personal views right this moment yet. 

 it is not easy not to share with my personal experiences.  My point is what other or better option here could reeducate and cultivate our consciousness away from discordance beliefs and programs? 

Since I moved to North Georgia from Chicago a few years ago, I’ve found there is a “new fear belief system” about the weather, which was so ridiculous to me. I pawed through snow with my little Mini Cooper in snow, storms, in the serve low temperature of minus 50f within downtown Chicago and its surrounded suburbs for years, and I felt this fear of weather for Georgians was a joke. 

Whenever the weather reported, that there would be a tiny sprinkle of snow, you would be seeing people rushing into the grocery stores for bread, milk, butter, eggs, pasta, etc… Human and animals hospitals closed down or had very limited hours for visiting. How long the snow could last here in Georgia? It usually melts within the next 3-4 hours!  

I remembered when I came to look at houses, it snowed that day, we saw people were parking on the highway, stopped moving for half inch of snow.  I thought it would change, but it didn’t.  

A few weeks ago, it snowed 1.5 inches in the area, and my Amita, a beautiful and cute French Bulldog picked this day to have puppies. This breed needs C-session to whelp the puppies. We called our regular vets, and surrounding animal ERs, none of them would take us in. They said, due to the “severe weather” condition, they had to close the office today… And three ERs within 2 hours around us, also replied the same.  “you can come in, but we don’t have any surgeons….” 

I could only apply energy healing for them, and still worried and got very upset… After 16 hours, the ER called, and allowed us to bring her in to perform the operation. Then five puppies were died because of all these delayed waits.  After all the driving around the town, vet to vet, we still had to pay thousands of dollars vet bills.

The lucky part was Amita was healthy very alive after the surgery, and she had one puppy whelped naturally while waiting for the vet to reopen.  It took me a lot of energies and many days to process this trauma.  How could these people couldn’t deal with 2 inches of snow? How could the ERs refused us? How could Spirit allow this happen to Amita and us? How stupid this area was..It is so unfair that we had to pay these bills because the surgeon was wrong about his diagnosis.. I was sad, angry, judging and crying inside of my mind on and on…

I finally wrote an email to one of my respectful Spiritual teachers, and she wrote me a beautiful and compassionated email after a few days, shared a great deal of wisdoms with me. The key was that, we as healers, can only do our best, but can’t take the responsibilities for others after the healing processes.  It was a huge lesson for me, that placing the self-judgmental view on myself, others and situations, who could not save their lives, and placing that judgmental views to the people around here, their cowardliness, rejections, simply did not serve the best good for me, and anyone else. These puppies entered to learn and teach. They were bonded to offer their services even in such a short time, and quickly moved on to their next lesson.  Yet, I still attached to those traumas, and would not let go… 

I meditated on all the situations, and realized these judgments did not serve the highest good for me, my life here, nor to my beloved animals. The key is not how long you are learning, but it’s THE time to finish the lesson and move up!

The truth is our highest mental stage is Equanimity: to live in a harmonious and balanced life with all beings. One quiz is completed, less difficulties or roadblocks will show up on the path because the soul had completed that lesson and the consciousness has “upgraded”. 

Today, I meditate on each thought that would bother me in the past, then ask myself: Do I let It IN or let it GO?  This technique will be part of my meditation workshop as well. 

Releasing all sorrows, unfairness, negative benefits from the ancestral lines, religious discriminations, victim mindsets, and more..  We have different lessons, yet we are all in ONE LOVE, ONE Universe…. Amita and her singleton girl puppy are very healthy; everyday I see them as the witness of miracle.  Thank you! Spirit for all that You have taught me.

Equanimity is my NEW FOCUS

With Love, 

Animals Consciousness and Upgrading Spiritual Bodies

In the original divine plan, animals were programmed to live in the wild with natural conditions.  They were designed to be part of the eco-systems, and reacted to all the natural causes and actions according to their instincts.  In the ring of creation, their mission and purposes are serving nature and human being. 

For thousands of years, human tamed the beasts for various reasons, and nowadays, we have all possible species as pets in our life.  There are a big range of pets co-create life together with their human caretakers.  They rely on human’s services in exchanging care and love. 

During this processes, many domestic animals absorb human’s consciousness, energies, emotions, and some even are diagnosed with human diseases. For example, it was not news that animals are diabetic, insulin resistance, or even diseases can spread between humans and animals….  Animals also receive Spiritual Bodies and some have upgraded their souls.  Some animals have 5 - 6 Spiritual Bodies, and embodied very high consciousness to assist and live with their human caretakers.  Some absorbed their negative energies, take a hit from the Geopathic Stress, Morphogenic Field, toxic gas from the ground, bearing diseases for their caretakers.  Animals also are expressing the similar attitudes/energies/personifications like the caretakers.  

I recently did a SRT session for a client’s dog, Wilson.  His urine was very dark in color. He has not showed any signs of discomforts, the vet found some protein elements in it.  My client loves Wilson dearly, so would like me to work on the situation.

When the owner called me, from her nervous and worried tone, I immediately felt that Wilson’s kidneys were drained, and he absorbed a lot of discordant energies from the family members, who also are living in the house. 

I expressed what I “saw” to her, and client said to me, “My sister lives here, and she does not like dog.”  I said to the client, the dog is taking that rejecting energy hard, and now is draining his own energies… 

I usually do a general research for the case for the overall situation.  We found there were five discordant energies/past life program were running, there were some Spiritual Beliefs, blocked of Positive Potential, Negative Potential, Belief of Beliefs, and Future Life Program running… After clearing those programs and transformed these energies, I dove deeper into more research.  We found the positive relationship between the dog and client’s sister was 0% positive, unlimited% negative. The dog received discordance reflections: Jealousy, stinginess, rejections, self-centeredness, and self-destruction… 

In resulted, his Urinary system was affected, only had 25% regular function.  

I asked the Divine Medical-Corp to clear all programs, in order to repair that particular system.  Also instructed the Medical-Corp to download the appropriated Positive Emotional Patterns for Wilson, Vitality and Centeredness. Spirit also instructed to transformed the Past Life Program “Self-Punishment” for the client and her family member, especially to her sister. 

At last, Clear Spiritual Bodies (including Wilson’s) Viruses for all, Re-Educating High Selfs and all souls involved in this incident. 

I also researched if the dog food is being fed now tributing to the illness. Also learned there was only 15% positive and 45% negative to keep Wilson on the same food.  This is another topic to discuss, how much animals are really absorbing and thriving on the human-made food for them these days? With all the chemical elements, over-processed foods, and poor ingredients are used, animals live shorter than they used to be in the nature….

The process took about 1 hour, and it was interesting to receive client’s feedbacks.  

She mentioned, she had asked her sister to find her own place for awhile, but she still wanted to live with them. However, the situation was getting worse in the past few weeks. It explained some discordance energies that I researched, and why Wilson was having health issues lately. 

I asked Spirit to shield Wilson from all emotional and energetic harms. The future looks bright and healthy for them all.  I am very grateful to be able to assist them. 

I know in the Spiritual realm, there is no karmic punishment. However, action and reaction is a golden rule for relationship equation for any beings always.  There is only love and understanding in this co-creating universe. And our pets and all animals on earth are offering nothing but pure and unconditional Love….

With Love, 

Ling-An Fang 

8/4/2021

Astral Travel - Healing and Reconcile from the Past

Astral Traveling

Since I moved to Lookout Mountain in 2018, I started to dream about my older brother, who is my Twin Flame. He passed away from a heart attack nine years ago. The suppressed memories and pain often stroke me like putting my finger in the electrical outlet in the middle of the night. My brother tricked me to do that when I was a child, and I remembered I was crying from the shock; at the same time, I felt it energized me somehow. After his passing, his presence sometimes was so clear, that the dogs would feel and bark at the “image” behind my desk…

He was requesting help and forgiveness. There were some fragmented memories from our past lives to the current life; they were mixing with joy and pain. A voice came to me: “Who does not deserve forgiveness?” I also deeply regretted what I said to him during our last encounter. Words are powerful energy. Deep down inside, I felt I was somehow responsible for his death.

“Who does not deserve forgiveness?” The internal voice got louder each time. “It’s time to meet him again,” I said to myself.

As I am writing this, my *Astral body is traveling. I am not grounded. As an astral healer, being grounded is possible, but sometimes it is not optional. When the Astral body travels, I ask for shields and protection. It is extremely important to know how to be protected.

In April of 2018, I was sitting there at my desk, and there were hundreds of bug bites from nowhere. It was easy to blame them on the dogs in the house, so I checked on everyone, then the bed, the furniture, clothes… At one point, I saw the bites just appear while I was looking at my arm, almost like a scene from a horror movie. In the beginning, I did not know what had happened. I requested healing and consultations from other healers and teachers. Most did not know what went wrong until I started to work with MDS (Multidimensional Self.). Those bite marks and scars covered my physical body; the pain and discomfort lasted for weeks. It happened often for a period of a few months, and eventually, Spirit expressed to me they were from the discarnate insects between the dimensions while my Astral body was traveling.

This evening, I am in Taipei, Taiwan, at the moment when my older brother comes back to have dinner. Actually, in real time, it was about 11 years ago. I went back to Taiwan for the Chinese New Year. We were at my mother’s house for dinner. We usually had quite a few special dishes for Chinese New Year: sweet and sour ribs, ginger tomato sauce over large prawns, red braised beef with eggs, seaweed, a few types of vegetables, dumplings, and a whole fish. Each year we wrapped a few coins in the dumplings. During the dinner, the lucky ones who ate the hidden coins would receive an extra “Lucky Red Envelope.” Fish and abundance traditionally share a similar synergy; we usually can only eat half of the fish.  “Fish equals abundance,” and this abundance will remain in the family. The fish also cannot be flipped over to its other side. Most Chinese escaped from China to Taiwan by boat, so flipping the fish means flipping the boat.

I had not gone back to Taiwan for the Chinese New Year celebration because normally the month-long festival is during the month of February. I was in college all these years. You can imagine I was very excited to be back during the New Year again since I had left four years before. I visited some friends, had some street snack foods that I was craving. The most joyful part was that one of my friends knew I love collecting crystal for energy healing, and she gave me a piece of natural glass as a gift. It is about the size of a football, a beautiful aquamarine obsidian. I felt the lovely and wise energies emanating from the glass. I loved it very much; I played with it and showed it to my brother during dinner. He looked at it but didn’t say a word, and he left not long after the dinner.

I was excited about my new lovely gift, but I could not find my stone anywhere. I searched everywhere and felt anxious. I looked everywhere, but it was nowhere to be found. I spoke to my mother and expressed that it was very important to me. She said I must’ve misplaced it somewhere. I replied, “But it’s a huge piece of stone; where could it be?” I was searching every inch in the house, basement, and my suitcases again and again. My stepfather felt so sorry for me, and he said to me finally. “Your brother took it with him when he left here.”

I felt sharp pain and frustration in my heart about how mother allowed this to happen right in front of her eyes. She did not stop him. Not only that, she covered up for the crime. It was not the common for the modern Chinese family to treat the genders with such great differences anymore. Yet it was established for over three thousands years that feudal Chinese society treated females and males so differently. This system was rooted in the culture, and embedded in the behavioral DNA of the Chinese. They took women for granted, and even women were bullying women. This feudal mindset still remains as residue in the common Chinese society these days.

I felt helpless. I was born into the modern time in a feudal family.

A Feudal Chinese Family

Growing up, the males had their ways of taking everything I had, from the candy that were equally shared to my piggy bank that contained money that I personally had saved. For years, I had to hide my savings in a few locations, but my older brother found all of them. My good grades at school were expected without rewards, and my mother and father made excuses to break the promises they made to me. Yet they would do everything to pave for my brothers’ future, buying them fancy bikes, cars, houses, searching for private tutors, and much more. Mother bred their irresponsible behavior, which crippled both males to develop their greater potential. They dominated everything with the support of my parents. Mother refused to offer me any reconciliation --as usual.

This time, my heart was heavy and told her that I would report this incident to the police. Mother was extremely upset with me and phoned him at last. Mother asked him to bring that piece of stone back; she refused to speak to me after that. I was waiting anxiously because I was about to fly back to the States. I wanted my precious stone to come with me. I felt that moment its energy was closer to me more than the family members around me.…

This time, my heart was heavy, and I told her that I would report this incident to the police. Mother was extremely upset with me, but she phoned my brother at last. Mother asked him to bring that piece of stone back; she refused to speak to me after that. I was waiting anxiously because I was about to fly back to the States. I wanted my precious stone to come with me. I felt that moment its energy was closer to me than that of family members around me.…

The next day, brother stormed in with a violent attitude and made me feel I was the one who had made a terrible mistake. He threw the stone in front of me onto the sofa, complaining about the extra trip I had made him take because he lived an hour away. He slapped me on my face before he left. I was so angry about the whole situation. Here was a mother who did not discipline the wrong-doing elder son and believed he was entitled to possess everything he laid his eyes on. She called me a shameful daughter of the family. It was disgraceful to be her daughter.

I screamed at him and told him to die and go to hell. These were the very last words that I spoke to him, the very last time I saw him in this lifetime.

The Death of Twim Flame

Two years later, this brother had a heart attack and was sent to the ER; the cardiologist recommended surgery because the oxygen level in his brain was too low, and if he didn’t have the operation, he would be a vegetable. However, the surgery might have a chance of succeeding…. He still had very little consciousness at that time and shook his head, meaning no surgery. Mother went against his will and demanded the surgery.

My brother passed away while the surgery was still being performed.

He was one of my Twin Flames in a very close cluster of the Soul Family. I had followed him around since I could walk. I did not know “the distances” between a boy and girl when I was with him. We slept together, ate together, bathed together. We slept in the same bed until I was five. I remembered we had a pillow fight every night, and I was always crying myself to sleep. He was rough. He would try to kiss me in a way that made me feel sick and scream very loudly. I hated his sweaty hands touching my face, squeezing my cheeks, and hitting me when I cried. Yet he always brought back the newest toys and projects from school to show off since he was much older than I was. I just followed him around. We went to catch butterflies, fishing, picking fruits from neighbors’ back yards, and riding bikes together. I felt I was a big girl by hanging out with this brother and his friends.

Later he taught me how to smoke and steal money from my dad’s wallet so we could both go out to buy candy. He knew where I had hidden the piggy bank with money that I was saving for a piano. When we both were teenagers, he asked me to buy a very interesting book. We went to a bookstore, and it was a pornographic magazine that he wanted. I was curious yet extremely awkward when he opened it in front of me. He came to my room for a few nights and tried to wake me up. I did not know what he wanted, but I was scared. I kept quiet and pretended I was sleeping deeply.

Gradually, I sensed the intimate and sickening relationship developing between us. Somehow, I felt the relationship was beyond sibling love and beyond this lifetime, but I was always afraid of him at the same time. I felt there were many sorts of evil spirits around him. When he caught dragonflies, he twisted the heads off and put them into a glass jar. He carried that jar around and showed that to other kids in the neighborhood. He put frogs into a pit of hot fire to watch them until they died. The explosions of their bodies created a popping sound, which excited him. He was physically violent toward me and from time to time took what I had saved up for my projects. Most of the time, Mother was just watching it but did not say a word. He beat me up so violently when I was 18 for no other reasons than to his typical, domineering chauvinistic self, and my mother was nearby, watching again.

The same week, I moved out and have been away from them since. Should I forgive such a horrible brother as he was, or not?  It took me years to understand the truth of unconditional love. I saw the little girl was still following her big brother and saying: “Wait for me! Wait for me!”

Forgiving him is releasing myself.

Healing the Past

Now I am in the year 2002 during the Chinese New Year, visiting at Mother’s house. We are sitting together at the dinner table, celebrating the festival. My brother is there, and I am seeing him holding that piece of obsidian. I smile at him and tell him he can have it. The obsidian embodies great wisdom and positive energy. He deserves it. I express that we can exchange notes about our crystal collections sometime. I love the fact that we share very similar hobbies. We both love animals, meditation, collecting Japa Mala (prayer beads) created by different stones and crystals. I teach him a few mantras that I learn while I was asleep, and I later found they were as accurate as those that Tibetan monks have been chanting for centuries.

I give him the glass and a crystal pendant that I had just purchased from a friend’s jewelry store. I tell him that I am proud of him, and love and respect him as my older brother. He is smart, handsome and willing to help me to grow. In the soul level, everyone is love and loved.

We have a great conversation, the best ever. I say good-bye to him, and witness his leaving with gifts. We exchange smiles.

I have been sending my blessing and forgiveness to him every day since the end of 2018. I have been working on transforming the negative energy, obsolete programs, and lifetimes between us in the past few years. Lately, I found that the vows, contracts, and agreements between us were long and dense, and they must be revoked. They are chains that locked each of us up away from freedom. The transformation is not a simple, one-time deal, and some days I would be sitting at my desk for hours for transforming these energies with SRT and MDS. I have asked Spirit to assist and set up the healing committee for my Soul Family and us. Now my brother and I have space between us, and our souls are willing to be re-educated, and to work with the Soul Family Counselors.

It is timeless in the realm of the soul. Everything co-exists at THE SAME TIME in different realities and  dimensions. Time is not linear; the Akashic Records is like a cloud-based data bank. The bank has all the records recorded by different lifetimes, locations, casts (the characters who were involved), the results, and consequences (discordant energy)… how these things affect our current life. You just keep adding files in the Infinite Akashic Records Cloud Drive. The Creator has programmed the Laws of the Universe for all creatures, souls and physical or formless elements. Each is to obey. They help the universe to function and to be balanced with our actions and reactions. The more we transform the useless and obsolete programs, we will find our Absolute Truth, the Oneness, The Godlike self. As we journey through light and transformations, we travel lighter in seeking Truth and seeing Spirit everywhere and in everyone.

I said goodbye to my Twin Flame, a brother in this lifetime, and guided him to be with Spirit. He is free to incarnate whenever he desires, to recreate his new success, to permit his new happiness and maybe come to Earth again.

I Am Part Of  The Load

I am part of the load
Not rightly balanced
I drop off in the grass,
like the old Cave-sleepers, to browse
wherever I fall.

For hundreds of thousands of years I have been dust-grains
floating and flying in the will of the air,
often forgetting ever being
in that state, but in sleep
I migrate back. I spring loose
from the four-branched, time -and-space cross,
this waiting room.

I walk into a huge pasture
I nurse the milk of millennia

Everyone does this in different ways.
Knowing that conscious decisions
and personal memory
are much too small a place to live,
every human being streams at night
into the loving nowhere, or during the day,
in some absorbing work.

— Rumi

Life is good when we are free, yet grounded.

-Fang Ling-An